the rocket kid - our generation (demo) Lyrics

If you ask how I'm doing I think I'm doing fine
Happiness cost me health but at least I'm living life
F*ck yea I think I'm a little bit tired
I don't know what going home means anymore
Not gonna lie
17 left my whole damn world behind
Didn't think I would ever find so much light
In this small town and the streets I've memorized
I don't even wanna go home anymore
Don't wanna try
I don't even know what I wanna be
I'm almost at the end of being 19
Still don't know what all these big words mean
Someone take me back to 2016
I don't even know who I'm meant to be
While all my friends are chasing their goals and dreams
Still tryna prove I'm worth it being just me
Our generation's f*cked if you couldn't see
If you couldn't see
Our generation's f*cked
Our generation's f*cked
Our generation's f*cked
They ask why all my songs are so sad
Could it be because I was raised like that
Don't really know if I'm a pessimist or just a red flag
If u can't tolerate my f*cked up brain
That's too bad
I'll eat a big breakfast
Try not to be sick
Addicted to caffeine
Get wasted on gin
Can't decide on love or loyalty
Our generation's f*cked yea can't you see
All the walls are white (all the walls are white, white)
And the windows barred
Double doors wide open (double doors wide, wide)
Closed on my heart
Can't decide to love or hate this scene
Our generation's f*cked yea now I see
I don't even know what I wanna be
I'm almost at the end of being 19
Still don't know what all these big words mean
Someone take me back to 2016
I don't even know who I'm meant to be
While all my friends are chasing their goals and dreams
Still tryna prove I'm worth it being just me
Our generation's f*cked if you couldn't see
If you couldn't see
Our generation's f*cked
Our generation's f*cked
Our generation's f*cked