F*ck my life tore it up into pieces
Every single night still wonder why I'm breathing
If I'd go to church, I'd see the pastor screaming
Line me up like a demon being
F*ck my life tore it up into pieces
Every single night still wonder why I'm breathing
If I'd go to church, I'd see the pastor screaming
Line me up like a demon being
Oh, and they f*cking with me
Keep it low key, keep it discreet
Oh, now she loving on me
Stay away from me, I'm evil can't you see
I don't wanna waste no time now
I don't wanna make you mine now
Take control when you're on my mind now
Yeah, you're always on my mind now
I can't take this pain from you
You hate my guts and I don't blame you
I can't take this pain from you
Send me up, never feel brand new
F*ck my life tore it up into pieces
Every single night still wonder why I'm breathing
If I'd go to church, I'd see the pastor screaming
Line me up like a demon being
F*ck my life tore it up into pieces
Every single night still wonder why I'm breathing
If I'd go to church, I'd see the pastor screaming
Line me up like a demon being
I don't wanna hurt you
Leave me to rot
Climbing right up out my tombstone after I've been shot
I've been swimming and living in purgatory I've been so lost
I've been thinking 'bout getting a soul but I don't even f*cking know the cost
Baby what's it even like being alive
Cause I'm so sick of f*cking trying just getting by
And your smile says a thousand f*cking words that you're just fine
Ripping and shredding and tearing me up from the inside
But I can't get like that again
I still remember the day that you left
Blood dripping down your new white dress
Cuts on my wrists baby in the end
I'm the son of the damned and the broken
Rip my heart open
Swallow all the pieces 'till you're choking
Call me Lazarus, hazardous to everything that I'm holding
Dragging me down deeper and deeper until I'm stolen
F*ck my life tore it up into pieces
Every single night still wonder why I'm breathing
If I'd go to church, I'd see the pastor screaming
Line me up like a demon being