I'm not ready for what's real
It's not this I know and feel
She's already given me
What I've been waiting for all year
Sometimes I drink too much
Wait for my distant hush
I'm holding on and throwing off my problems
Cause I've had enough
I'll let her go
I'll let her go
I'm not ready for what's real
It's not this I know and feel
She's already given me
What I've been waiting for all year
See everybody else
They put me on a shelf
And I don't wanna fight no more
But I can't do nothing else
I'm ready when you are
I'm ready when you aren't
She gave me a head start
She's embedded in my heart
I'm not ready for what's real
It's not this I know and feel
She's already given me
What I've been waiting for all year
I feel the chemicals
It makes me let go
I felt the chemicals
Right from the get go
I feel the chemicals
Makes me forget yo
I felt the chemicals
Inside my head whoa
I'm not ready for what's real
It's not this I know and feel
She's already given me
What I've been waiting for all year