Not For Me (Demo) Video (MV)

Woke up this morning
With a 9-5 itch
Wanna call out cry out
Throw myself in a ditch
Poke my head out the sheets
Outlook looking bleak
Getting back on my feet is a feat
Ain't life just a bitch?
You wanna know what I go through
Don't know if I could even tell you
Without a reaction that calls for a white room
Padded walls Probitol you'd make the call as soon as I tell you
It's not for me
This world that we living in giving it all of me
Hate to disappoint but I'd rather avoid society
Left me with a void I'm permanently coy
And that's not for me
No it's not for me
I can't take much more of this shit
The closer I get to the distance
I could enforce in an instance
Oh I back out
Catch 22 with my wrist slit
Cowardice man and I'm wishing
I'd die in my sleep so I wouldn't feel the blade
You want to know what I go through
I don't feel emotion the way I'm supposed to
I've been too up and down in the night
And I can't seem to make anything right
I know
Oh I know
It's not for me
This world that we living in giving it all of me
Hate to disappoint but I'd rather avoid society
Left me with a void I'm permanently coy
And that's not for me
No it's not for me
But when you give a smile
I could run a hundred miles
And the thought of exile
Seems wild
No that's not for me
Leaving you broken and lonely
That's not for me
Oh no no no no