By My Side Video (MV)

By my side, you were by my side
Yeah we tried, even though you lied
Had to fight, every single night
Another night? can't say that I didn't try
By my side, back when you were by my side
Every single night, we would talk until we fight
Even though it's dark, you would come and help me light my way
Can't see your face
Why do I feel like this, when I'm all alone in my head
Why do I feel like you didn't understand what I meant
Why is this so hard to believe, was your comment back then
Why did you pretend all the feelings that I felt
Were a lie
All this was a lie
Wanna die
There is nothing I deny
Didn't fight
Because all I did was try
Can't deny
Feelin' that we could've tried
All the feelings that you had, I didn't notice
Even though you was my baby, I was feeling hopeless
Even though we would talk every night, there was a hope less
When you told me about all the things that you wanted
Sometimes I just wake up and these thoughts are in my head
There it comes, feeling sick, now I can't
It feels like I'd break through
Even though it's mental
I'm still livin' careful
I just need you
By my side, you were by my side
Yeah we tried, even though you lied
Had to fight, every single night
Another night? can't say that I didn't try
By my side, back when you were by my side
Every single night, we would talk until we fight
Even though it's dark, you would come and help me light my way
Can't see your face, yeah
Sometimes I just lay down and these thoughts are in my head
Some days it's just easier to keep layin' in my bed
Some days I wake up and I feel like I'm blind
But there are some days, where I can still try to find some light
I'm feeling like I cant get out, I'm feeling sick
My depression used to kick in on the days where I would live
On the days where I was happy, on the days where all would fit
But also on the days where I'd feel sick, yeah
I say I'm always happy, when I don't
I say I'm a good person, even though I'm cold
I say that I'm loving, and I can't get something done
But the truth is, everyday I feel numb
I'm just feeling stressed bout the feelings, that I may feel
Thoughts that I may think
Thinks my mind would link
I would overthink
About all the things I'd miss
Baby why would you do this? Yeah
By my side, you were by my side
Yeah we tried, even though you lied
Had to fight, every single night
Another night? can't say that I didn't try
By my side, back when you were by my side
Every single night, we would talk until we fight
Even though it's dark, you would come and help me light my way
Can't see your face
Can't see your face, yeah
And I still feel down