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I began to panic
I know I should have done more than I have done
The pressures on
And people keep on telling me
But I don't wanna hear my life has just begun
'Cause I got pride
Stuck in me like a sore thumb
Yeah I got pride
I don't quite know where it come from
But I'm alive
But I've been stuck tryin' decide
That I wanna survive
And live my life on the flip side
Hoping that I get it right
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Trying to get a grip
I'm hoping I don't slip down the rabbit hole
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I need to get my fix
But no amount of tricks takes away the cold
'Cause I got pride
It knocks me down like a freight train
Yeah I got pride
It fills me up like a hurricane
But I'm alive
But I've been stuck tryin' decide
That I wanna survive
And live my life on the flip side
But I'm a thirty something year old
And everything that could go wrong
Went wrong in the best way
I'd do another thirty something years to see it all go wrong again
'Cause I got pride
I wear it proud on the outside
Yeah I got pride
To live my life on the flip side
Yeah I'm alive
But I've been stuck tryin' decide
That I wanna survive
And life my life on the flip side
Yeah I'm alive
Yeah I'm alive