The more I wanted
Was within myself
The whole time
Stuttering
She so fine
Not knowing
I'm the gold mine
In plenty instances
I'm knowing
I can hold mine
First day
I turn twenty one
I'm holstering
My own nine
Shoutout
To my nephews
I been a uncle
Since 09
Need a new
Prescription
For the hoes
The kid been
So blind
Feening for exotic
At 18
He had
A dope mind
They killed
The old version
Of Rob
Now he
Ain't so kind
The role of a man
Is to lead
And provide
But the net
Got us
So fooled
They start to
Lead in
With pride
Filled with
Deceit and lies
BPD under
Her skin
So you see
What she decides
Many problems
We been facing
Since we been
A lil child
I can
Go on
Forever and ever
Hoping this tree
Help forget her
As I focus
On endeavors
Lil twin
Gone keep it
Together
I grab my coat
And a sweater
Posed to be
Chasing the Lord
But I'm chasing
This cheddar
And that's me
Being self aware
Of where
I'm messing up
Go ask
DattkidRob
What he indulged
In
For a
Pick me up
Exotic
Just the way
I coped
Thought it was
The love
I always needed
When them
Dreams came back
I thought
I was never
Gone beat it
This cannot
Be life
I did not
Like what I
Was seeing
Melatonin poppin
Knocked me out
Like I'm a villain
Melatonin poppin
Next day
Locked in
Off the Ritalin
If you judge
Off my decision
Remember
I'm the realest
Around