Intent to Resolve Video (MV)

Want to stay present
Get out of my head
Finding out the hard way happens instead
Confusion owns my mind
Drown it out with sound
I want so much
I need to do more
We were robbed of our innocence at a very ripe young age
However, this dark world expects something and everything from me
The brain desires to be alive
I see the agony of flesh
None of this is an excuse
There's still no sense of purpose
To resolve this very dilemma, I need a hard lesson
Everyone needs to understand this is not what it's meant to be
I keep having these horrid nightmares
I don't want to know what life is supposed to be
This is none of our dreams
Violences seems too tempting
One more cut of this sharpened blade
One more puff of this cigarette
My body battles to be alive
False security is my addiction
This flesh is my prison
None of this makes sense
We do not have to feel this way again, there's greener grass
We may not have asked to be born, that's just our fate
But you deserve peace of mind, and I do too
We deserve a better life not this hell
We all should be better people, we're in control
Learn to respect our fellow humans, that's the least we can do
This world is dark but we have no other choice
Jealous
Insecure
Too stubborn to f*cking function
I'm not sure
Sitting with it
Don't want to be full of my f*cking self
The things that trouble me
How will you see me in the end of it all?