RL - fade away (feat. alkayn) Lyrics

Feel like you're drifting away, like if I cried you wouldn't stay
And if I died you wouldn't lay, right by my side while I decay
I wish you would've told the truth, because you lied I can't trust you
And I can't help but think I'm screwed, my entire life's been misconstrued
Told me I should wait, for you to stay, I'm sorry I can't really wait
I don't even wanna see your face, never cared how I felt anyways
And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant
From my friends, and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison locked now
I'd be lying if I said I don't feel alone
I just wanted you to love me but I know that you won't
Say you don't wanna talk, then you blow up my phone
Say you're sorry but that doesn't mean the seams have been sown
I can't stand you, yeah you had me saying things I didn't plan to
And forgetting it is something that I can't do, yeah I can see it in your face you think you're brand new
I'm bleeding out, I need some help
I hate myself, how far I fell
And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant
From my friends, and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison locked now