[ Featuring alkayn ]
My intentions they were clear
That's why I fell for you my dear
I want you bad I want you near
I don't want you to help me here
I keep falling down
That's why I hate this town
You put my heart in the ground
And I can't make it out
These problems you put me through
You split my heart into two
I regret falling for you
But I just don't have a clue
Tired of being isolated
Pain makes me feel so sedated
Laying in my bedroom like am I gonna make it
Tired of hiding feelings I just hate this
Am I gonna make it out
I'm just watching this as It's playing out
Everyone ignores me I'm in a drought
Think I should take a different route
I don't want this
I don't want this anymore
Might just
Put my foot straight to the floor
Manic
I'm the one that you adore
Vanish
The pain I keep on enduring
Empty pill bottles astray
I messed it up It's on replay
I've been crying since it was like may
You threw away the many bouquets
I decide to leave
Patience testing me
I'm thinking what I might receive
You lock me in destroy the key
Tired of being isolated
Pain makes me feel so sedated
Laying in my bedroom like am I gonna make it
Tired of hiding feelings I just hate this
Am I gonna make it out
I'm just watching this as It's playing out
Everyone ignores me I'm in a drought
Think I should take a different route
I know I let you down
Can't get myself out this drought
Can't be myself when you're around
I hope my voice gets to you loud
This life I live, it's a crisis
The face I wear, I wish I didn't hate it
All I ever wanted was to make it
Wish you were by my side, but you evaded
You're such a nuisance to my mind
I wish I never met you, can't lie
My conscious frees the day that I die
I don't hate you, it's me that I spite
Tired of being isolated
Pain makes me feel so sedated
Laying in my bedroom like am I gonna make it
Tired of hiding feelings I just hate this
Am I gonna make it out
I'm just watching this as It's playing out
Everyone ignores me I'm in a drought
Think I should take a different route
