RKW & Caspar - On My Mind Lyrics

Got a lot of pain
Wanna talk about it, it's not easy to explain
All this negativity is driving me insane
Tryna handle everything that's going on inside my brain
Feels like I'm lost and I'm running in circles
All this shit is in my way but I'm clearing the hurdles
Everybody don't believe in me I feel like a turtle
If I put my mind to it I know that it will work tho
Gotta work hard for the shit that you want
Don't listen to the people telling you that you can't
Behind the competition but I'll soon be in front
You gotta be committed to achieve the things that you want
Thoughts about, this thoughts about that
Lost in my mind I don't know where I'm at
My future is blurry don't know what I'll do
But one thing is for sure wanna spend it with you
Darkness on my mind
Keeps me up at night
Taking up my time
Hoping that the stars align
These thoughts inside my head
I rather end up dead
But you, you hold me down
You hold me down
I got a lotta pride
But you hold me down when you are standing by my side
Like a GPS you're my reliable guide and
Somebody I can trust and I can always confide in
Don't rap about the money and the bitches and the mills
If I ever make it I will never flex the bills
You will never ever catch me popping those pills
Don't need a fancy car don't need a house in the hills
Don't care about that shit cause all of it is superficial
Won't you rather find somebody who is always standing with you
Somebody when you're not around is always gonna miss you
When you find out what's important that's shit really gonna hit you
Life is unfair and that shit really sucks
Situations you're in could just hit like a truck
Sometimes it feels like you're just out of luck
That's when you hold your head up and not give a f*ck
Lyrics that I write are always straight from the heart
Pick up the pen put down the paper that is where I like to start
Just start writing down my feelings like it is work of art
My emotions and my tracks I cannot tell them apart
What you gonna do when you get thrown to the ground
Life will pick you up and it will just start tossing you around
Drag you to the ocean, leave you there for you to drown
If you feel like giving up just listen to me now
Pick up your head
F*ck what they said
Listen to this you're not better of dead
Everyone goes through this shit like said
I know what you feel and we ain't even met
These lyrics always have people questioning my mental state
But I only write about this shit so others can relate
People talking down on me and it carries lotta weight
But I use that shit to push me I get fueled off all the hate
Darkness on my mind
Keeps me up at night
Taking up my time
Hoping that the stars align
These thoughts inside my head
I rather end up dead
But you, you hold me down
Darkness on my mind
Keeps me up at night
Taking up my time
Hoping that the stars align
These thoughts inside my head
I rather end up dead
But you, you hold me down