RjWood - I Feel Okay Lyrics

Pale face, feeling like dead waste in the cold rainy weather; my brain is withering
Eroding from the years spent crying in my bed till' I slept sound. Leave my mind at ease
Today I feel okay, but I'm hanging on the edge of my shattered memories
Fill my lungs when I'm forced to breathe
Take my shiny pink pills, they gonn' be my remedy
Only time when I feel at home is when I'm dreaming of the next place
Where my soul can be
Oh God I feel the, oh God I feel the, oh God I feel the enemies near to me
Feel my mouth run dry
Feel my veins stop, why?
Feel my eyes start to cry; I'm worsening
Oh how I don't, oh how I don't, oh I how I don't know
Feel my eyes roll back, damn, how?
I never wanted to get worse; feeling lost at sea
All my life I've been searching for the right track
Burning my feet on the coals that lie beneath
I swear I only wanted to get better
How I'll sign this letter - with my blood, write in red ink
Okay, I feel okay
I feel okay
I feel okay

Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me
Feel the blood rush, maybe I'm high
At the end of the line, my mind gonn' feel at peace
Today, I've been okay, but damn I know tonight I feel so empty
Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me

My pain, it was meant to be; dripping blood on the image inside of me
My heart always skips a beat thinking of my love, a catastrophe
My brain, always in the way
Feeling quite mad, oh just for the day
This life, is it a sight to see?
Oh, this beautiful wasteland is dead to me, oh

Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me
Feel the blood rush, maybe I'm high
At the end of the line, my mind gonn' feel at peace
Today, I've been okay, but damn I know tonight I feel so empty
Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me

I feel alone again
I may never feel home in this life, my friends
I feel alone again
I may never feel home in this life, my friends

Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me
Feel the blood rush, maybe I'm high
At the end of the line, my mind gonn' feel at peace
Today, I've been okay, but damn I know tonight I feel so empty
Nuff' said, feeling out of my head
In the end I swear, my demons gonn' envy me