So much on my mind, but I'm not gon' do it
Wanna press rewind, but I'm not gon' do it
You doing the most, wonder why you do it
I'm trying to reach my goals, so I'm not gon' do it
Playing games, like I'm your piece
And I'm just trying to live and keep my peace
Empty picture frames plastered up on my wall
And I'm still here trying to make sure all of the statues finally fall
The worldly things I vowed would last and finally run its courses
And I still blame myself because I bet on losing horses
I'm not gon' say the things I really wanna say
Because I know that they gon' trip, though they be trippin' anyway
Less of censorship and more of trying to keep my peace
Though I do like to rock the ship, I'm trying to keep the dead deceased
It still runs through my mind if I should take the things I'm owed
Cause I still got some things up in the house that's finally been foreclosed
A gift that I was given way back when I was young
Being used by someone just for the attention and fun
So much on my mind, but I'm not gon' do it
Wanna press rewind, but I'm not gon' do it
You doing the most, wonder why you do it
I'm trying to reach my goals, so I'm not gon' do it
Playing games, like I'm your piece
And I'm just trying to live and keep my peace
The grass is always greener on the other side
Some people don't wanna care for it so it goes dull under a clear sky
I wanted to be the one to clean the toxic air
But ended up suffocated and chopped without a care
Got songs up in the vault that hold some secrets to be shared
I know you don't want the world to know, so for now you'll be spared
But if they only knew the things you say when noone's there
I'm sure your mother'd see you different if she was aware
No matter what, though, I still keep you people in my prayers
Cause the Savior has a place for all of us atop those stairs
I'm trying to get up, but losing track from time to time
But find my step when I step in confession and I rhyme
So much on my mind, but I'm not gon' do it
Wanna press rewind, but I'm not gon' do it
You doing the most, wonder why you do it
I'm trying to reach my goals, so I'm not gon' do it
Playing games, like I'm your piece
And I'm just trying to live and keep my peace