RJ VI - Call Soon... Lyrics

Hiding from the sun, everyday I'm on the run
Another night, another day, and yet I'm still one call away
I know I messed up, tried to be more than friends but
Now we're nothing but wait, now I'm nothing but shame
I wanna be the same so I slither back in your life
And I guess I really am the snake, the way you play I'm hypnotized
When I wrote about you, honest never thought it'd see the light
Til I realized you was slipping through my fingers at the time
I'm sorry that I did some things reanimating trauma
I had to do some soul searching abandoning the drama
But baby I'm back and better than ever and just for you
I never see things too late, even if there's someone new
Then I see you, a drop of sweat drips down offa my crown
Cause when a king sees his future queen he bows down
My heart pounds, hear that sound that's how I feel
Why the hell you acting all down I'm tryna just keep it real
Waterfalls I never stop running, I want it all
I keep sprinting and running and chasing til I finally fall down
Keep ya line open so I can give you a call soon, but not now
Now, Don't give me a call
Don't hit me at all
Don't wanna hear how you can't live without our bond
Cause now
I don't want be
Used for jealousy
No not me
Will you remember me when I'm gone, like an endless verse to a song
Will you sing out my chorus line till I see the end of my time
Words cannot define, this feelin I got inside
At this point it's just blasé cause I know you don't feel the same, right?
And at the same time, my head filled with delusions
Still don't understand how I came up with these conclusions
Do it really look as bad outside as how it feel
Like I said baby I just tried to keep it real
Still, I understand that I messed up
But all I tried to do was fess up
Please understand that I felt stuck
And felt stuff, that I never felt like in my life
Not saying it's right, I'm just saying what's on my mind
I'm sick of my destructive mind and tendencies
I burned so many bridges, got less friends than I got enemies
Everything feels like it's collapsing on me endlessly
I walk around like everyone's dead, including me
Before my eulogy I wanna see you 'fore I burn it all
I keep sprinting running and chasing til I finally fall down
Keep ya line open so I can give you a call soon, but not now
Now, Don't give me a call
Don't hit me at all
Don't wanna hear how you can't live without our bond
Cause now
I don't want be
Used for jealousy
No not me
Even if the world collapses
No matter whatever happens
I keep going
Going on and on
I never hide from the sun
Don't care who knows when I'm gone
Cause I don't envy you now
Don't give me a call
Don't hit me at all
Don't wanna hear how you can't live without our bond
Cause now
I don't want be
Used for jealousy
No not me