Cutting Your Name off my Fitted Capp Video (MV)

I find it funny how to be when I was younger
Wylin out and having fun and how I never wondered
About the consequence not about the accomplishments
First thing I lost was my voice and my confidence
But then again thats how it should've been
The man I am today is from outcomes that couldn't went
Gotta find a way to just reverse this debt
Cause I'm working day and night for some worthless checks
I'm on the verge of breaking down my god I'm just a nervous wreck
Chillin in my head I'm not above the surface yet
But I'm still trynna find a flow with every each passing beat
To write some raw shit and to spit it with massive heat
The same time
Looking for just something that ain't mine
A sane mind
Is what I'm trynna keep not a faint line
Grade nine
Trynna draw my path with a straight line
A trained mind
The piece I'm gonna grip not my waist line
But
Crossing me for information
Whatever happened to the days when we would chill with all the time we wastin'
My simple mind can't keep up to what I write in this
Rhyme after rhyme I'm sparking up until I'm high as shit
I start to drift inside my head without the tire skids
My thoughts are just a broken record only I could skip
Only I could skip
My thoughts are just a broken record only I could skip
Stumble into parties walking in wit my boi's
If somebody trippin' on us Bino grips on his toys
Now I don't mean to talk about it
I'm just giving out a warning
Sleeping in to start my day that's on my time that's just important
Yuh
Drivin on the road with no sober vision
In my review mirror see my own collision
You been on my mind it f*cked up my precision
So I've been contemplating on my old decision
See the difference in between our lost connection can't envision
I been stuck up on this beat a twisted tongue for my Incision
So don't use my words against me caught a case that you accusin
To be put on house arrest while people judge it's not amusing
For the statement that I'm making movin forwards what I'm choosin
Yuh
Now I'm lookin back there's so much time that I've been losin
But
Aye
I'm still not heard
My songs got word
My motive's been a whole lot worse
Shit
Gotta find a way to just reverse this debt
Cause I'm working day and night for some worthless checks
I'm on the verge of breaking down my god I'm just a nervous wreck
Trynna hide the pain I'm not above the surface yet
Yuh
Gotta find a way to just reverse this debt
Cause I'm working day and night for some worthless checks
I'm on the verge of breaking down my god I'm just a nervous wreck
Trynna hide the pain I'm not above the surface yet
Yuh