Can't wait for people to say I'm cute
Got a billion songs I won't put out soon
Can't stand to stare at my phone
Cause I hate all these socials I can't uninstall
And I'm playing the sims cause I hate my life
Getting tired of getting high next to monuments of genocidal f*cks
God dammit I'm back inside
Shit just keeps getting to me I'm so pathetic
Uh shit just keeps getting to me I wish I could kill it
I hate it here
I'd hate it out
I wish this song was full of lies
Can't play the shows I want to play
Can't make the music I want to make
It feels like I'm never good enough
Though now my idols gas me up
And this shit so contradictory I can't even trust myself now
Wanna be want to be when I can be
Imma say what I say cause I can be me
And though I hate you
I wish I could be more like you