River Runner - Ebb & Flow Lyrics

I've been sitting round
These limbs are molten my fear is golden
Giving a cold shoulder to a brother
That's yourself, yeah, that's yourself
Just a bit older
What is it to be a man?
What is it to be a man?
What is it to be a man?
I don't know
Back in high school kicking it like bums
Out on the front porch sucking our thumbs
The world is this your mind is that
I want discomfort stat
Can I have it all back?
This is it just be a man
This is it just be a man
This is it just be a man
I don't know, yeah, I don't know

I'm never gonna get you back
And I'm always gonna have to feel the lack
Though I trust in the ebb and flow
Yeah I trust in the ebb and flow
So don't pray for me, don't pray for me
Forever floating on these principles
Forever floating on these principles

I tried to make amends
With these sorrows in my head

Some folks would call me a masochist
But the know that I'm proud of it
I won't talk my way out of it
Unless the find all my notes
It's murder he wrote
The bloke smoking that dope trying to cope
With reality as thin as a thread
I'll explain away the pain it's that long game
Trying to tame some strange
To balance out the dark pangs
F*ck all these brain cells a screw is loose
Trying to intellectualize these neutered truths
And then I'll tell myself it's alright
Voraciously infected with hyper senses it's all trite
The thread is wrapped around my crown
What's that sound, it's ringing
Vibrations abound
And the time to let go of yourself is now
Loosen up the core a bit allow the coils to spread out
It's here, my fear is molten, my limbs are golden
Despite what I've chosen

I tried to make amends
With these sorrows in my head

I'm never gonna get you back
And I'm always gonna have to feel the lack
Though I trust in the ebb and flow
Yeah I trust in the ebb and flow
So don't pray for me, don't pray for me
Forever floating on these principles
Forever floating on these principles