River Rhodes - BLINK TWICE Lyrics

I've been so distant
And I've been so quiet
It's been so persistent
I just can't deny it
I've gotta get out of this bed
And out of my own goddamn head
Twenty-two feels like twenty minutes ago
Ten years flew by like a kite on a rope
When will I feel all grown up?
I'm stunted like a flower in a cup
Watching as the numbers change
On the clock again
Isn't it so strange
The way your brain is all you are
And stopping your heart
Cuts to dark?
Blink twice
Put a smile on, babe
Dress nice
Pop a pill when you shake
Deep breath, don't stress
Just one more day
And then another day
Back straight
Back sore
Back broken
It's fine
Pop one more
Turn on your shine
Count to ten
Just one more day
And then another day
Sleep eludes me
I feel seen
By ghostly figures in movies
Who haunt the happy families
I think that's gonna be me
Watching as the sun descends
At the city's end
Playing pretend
That one day it won't explode
Engulf the globe
Our souls aglow
Blink twice
Put a smile on, babe
Dress nice
Pop a pill when you shake
Deep breath, don't stress
Just one more day
And then another day
Back straight
Back sore
Back broken
It's fine
Pop one more
Turn on your shine
Count to ten
Just one more day
And then another day
WOW
OKAY
YOU GOT IT
HURRAY
AGAIN
ONCE MORE
ENOUGH
I'M BORED
I'M TIRED
I'M SAD
I'M ANXIOUS
IT'S BAD
IS MY LIFE
WORTH LIVING?
NEVER MIND
I'M JUST KIDDING
Blink twice
Put a smile on, babe
Dress nice
Pop a pill when you shake
Deep breath, don't stress
Just one more day
And then another day