RIVALS - On the Loose Lyrics

Stuck inside my head
It's 4 AM and I'm in my bed
Bored and sad again
Not surprised by this sleepless night
Stuck at 24, but my mind ain't sure
If I'm gonna make it
Nothing feels alright, I ask my mom
Am I gonna make it?
Am I gonna make it?
How I'm gonna make it?
Cause I know its temporary
I've lost me but I repeat it
If all goes according
I know that I'll be on the loose
On the loose
On the loose
No one even cares
If I die so what's the point
Choking on my life
Not surprised by my empty eyes
Stuck at 34, but I still ain't sure
If I'm gonna make it
Do I feel alright, I ask my dad
Am I gonna make it
Swaying in and out of my mind, of my mind
Break the clock cause it's all a waste of time
Hate myself, it's the only way to feel alright
Am I gonna make it?
I don't know, but f*ck it