I used to think that we
Could live so happily
But now all I see is my worst enemy
And I know that's it not
The reason that we fought
But I will take the blame
And take another shot
So tell me when ur going
That I'm so f*cking boring
And I can't get enough
My life is in slow motion
This shit I been unloading
The words I left unspoken
Have started cloudy days
Where I just sit here smoking
I know it's not my fault that
I'll never f*cking comeback
And this my final song
Before I f*cking collapse
And I have no excuse
For what I'm gonna do
Cuz I don't wanna lose the shit that's best in you
So sorry for my past
And all the shit that last
It might be for the best
If I just end this fast
Cuz you can't help me now
And you can't take me down
But u can try ur best
When I am in the ground
The noose ain't on my neck
But I'm still feeling dead
This weight all on my chest
Can't breathe
And cannot rest
And yea I feel so bad
For all the things I said
And all the things I did
That still f*ck with your head
Wish I could do it over
Or help you get some closure
Just let me pull you closer
Smoke dope I'm never sober
The light will guide you home
I always feel alone
I got a broken soul
You should just let me go