Lately I've been trying to be honest with myself
My attempt at healing my broken mental health
I felt safe and in a daze but now I'm paranoid
You were someone I adored now you're someone I avoid
I couldn't stop your disappointment, that's something I've learned
Then you dropped me off without saying word
And I lost feelings on the way from your car to my front door
Hate to break it to you I can't do this anymore
Don't say I gave up on us, there's nothing to restore
My heart's become hard and cold like the tile of the floor
Is it a sin to move on so fast after all the things you've done?
What's the point of holding on when I know you're not the one?
What makes you think that you can tell me what to do?
You can't decide if it's time for me to be over you
Cuz I lost feelings on the way from your car to my front door
Hate to break it to you I can't do this anymore
Don't say I gave up on us, there's nothing to restore
My heart's become hard and cold like the tile of the floor
It's been difficult but I'm indifferent now
Keep saying that you'll change Now I'm used to you letting me down
I bet that you wish you could say that
You lost feelings right away when I got to my front door
Wish that you could say you won't be crying anymore
When you think about me and how you couldn't restore
What we had and how you left it shattered on the floor