Emotionless Video (MV)

I been Down so long
You can hear the beats from my heart
I don't know where to start
I don't. Know where to start
My heart so cold
And my emotions lost
You gotta kno my past before my future
But don't judge me off my past I'm the future
See
I dun hit rock bottom
Like Dwayne Johnson
This pressure be my canvas
Like In smack down
I can't put my trust in nobody
Cuz they let me down
I can' t trust myself
So I can't trust you
See
You don't know what I dun been through
Yea
My heart been cut wid ah ginsu
Yea
Stitched together
I had to repair it
I can't manage this
Yea my thoughts be loud
Like i rolled the cannabis
Yea ignorance is bliss
I can hear ah snake hiss
But when I open my eyes
It's her givin ah kiss
Just because you love
That don't make you mates
It's like it's my birthday
But i ain't get no cake
So I'm focused on a bag
I'm tryna get some cake
My emotions are gone
How can I relate
I been Down so long
You can hear the beats from my heart
I don't know where to start
I don't. Know where to start
My heart so cold
And my emotions lost
I laugh
So i don't show the pain
It's like I'm standing in a puddle
But they don't see the rain
I don't stress
I stay humble
I gotta lead the way
At night on my knees
I get down and pray
I think the lord for my mistakes
Yea they made tough
But I just can't help it
I'm emotionless
Wear my heart on shirt
Like ah fashion tip
They calling me anti
When I'm in public
On social media ima butterfly
Well that just means
I'm not a ppls guys
I can't let you to close
Cuz I'm so close to winning
My emotions lost
They sayin ima sinner
I can't let you in
With ya flaws and lies
I been down so long
Just don't be just surprised
Real eyes realize real lies
I been Down so long
You can hear the beats from my heart
I don't know where to start
I don't. Know where to start
My heart so cold
And my emotions lost