No nothing feels heavy
My life is so steady
And "okay" is the main word of my vocabulary
Sleeping like a baby
They say it's so healthy
Call it balance but my talent's disassociating
Guess it's a bad sign
When emotions flat line
Thought I was doing good but
I don't wanna dance, wanna shake and sweat
Gimme extremes, I want all of it
Light a cigarette and then smoke a pack
Could go to therapy but where's the fun in that?
I don't wanna talk, wanna bite your lip
Gimme extremes, I want all of it
I don't need no love, need a heart attack
Could go to therapy but where's the fun in that?
Last time I did breath work
I just lost my consciousness
Coach said that it's all cause of the feelings I suppressed
People think that's f*cked up
But honestly I liked it
First time in a while I felt excitement
Guess it's a bad sign
When emotions flat line
Thought I was doing good this whole time
But f*ck it I am not fine
I don't wanna dance, wanna shake and sweat
Gimme extremes, I want all of it
Light a cigarette and then smoke a pack
Could go to therapy but where's the fun in that?
I don't wanna talk, wanna bite your lip
Gimme extremes, I want all of it
I don't need no love, need a heart attack
Could go to therapy but where's the fun in that?