Riinya - Sad Lyrics

If you asked me if I'm sad I would say yes it's definite
I'm not perfect but you don't have to say I'm not worth it please deafen it
Cuz in my mind its embedded so bring out the bottle of 40
And in the morning I know I will regret it yeah
I'm sorry for everything that I never said
It killed me inside when you left me on read
Just like the Cranberries maybe all of this is in my head
But sometimes I wonder if I would be better off dead

I don't know what to do anymore
I feel like giving up now
You broke your promises to me
While I kept all my vows
You lied to me too many times for me
To count this shit don't add
That's why I have trust issues
That's Why I'm just feeling so sad

Gotta tread carefully since I don't have any room for error
Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night because of night terrors?
I wish you showed the slightest bit that you cared or
I wish I had it all but I know I can't be a choosing beggar
Watching my life fall apart like dominos is a chain reaction
I use this music to break away as it acts as a dang distraction
Every time I rap it always gets my brain relaxin
I thought you were being real with me nope you were just acting

Maybe this song is just a mask as a desperate attempt
I've been to hell and back sometimes I feel I'll never repent
All the time we spent together I gave you 110 percent
I hope to god I never have to go through any of that again amen

I don't know what to do anymore
I feel like giving up now
You broke your promises to me
While I kept all my vows
You lied to me too many times for me
To count this shit don't add
That's why I have trust issues
That's why I'm just feeling so sad