Lost in Space Video (MV)

Not long ago I started to go through some changes
I'm still searching for myself this ride hasn't been painless
Had more ups and downs I'm praying that it's just some phases
Sometimes I want to go back since nothing will be the same as
It was before I just want to record
Take my mind off of things I know that I can be more
Than what I once was I was so pathetic
The person you used to know was all synthetic
I realized all my flaws and tried to fix 'em
But it's too late I just want you to listen
To what I have to say I wish I could just talk to you
And I'm not asking to get back together 'cause that is fiction
I may be wishing to a genie that doesn't exist
Maybe it's the adrenaline rush I can't resist
At this point I don't think it really matters
'Cause you could feel flattered, sadder, mad, or even hate me after

I wish I could breathe
My heart's on my sleeve
I'm so far away
I'm still lost in space
I know that it's over
I just need the closure

You were perfect for me and I let you get away
From a mistake that I made I could really use your aid
To help me get back on track
That's why I wrote this song for closure that's a rap
I need to clean up my act before I suffocate
When I think of you I get a stomach ache
'Cause how much it turns I wanna run away
Though I'm not perfect I could use some touch up paint
Room's spinnin' head's loopy I'm about to faint
Heart's racing, legs twitchin' I just cannot wait
Anxiety surrounding me keeping me awake but
Whatever happens after this I'll leave up to fate
I'm always looking backwards not forward and that's how
I reminisce too much until I'm passed out
I'm trying not to cross any boundaries
But I want you to put on my glasses and see how I see

I wish I could breathe
My heart's on my sleeve
I'm so far away
I'm still lost in space
I know that it's over
I just need the closure

There we were just another night in September
Life was turning around I knew I would get better
Damn, there was something about you
Now you're gone, I'm not the same living without you
I felt you were my ride or die right by my side
You were my guide when there wasn't any light
Playing video games with me through the night
And all I could think was "man, this is the life"
If it wasn't for my cousin you wouldn't have had my phone buzzin'
All because you found a way to get my number
I would have to set myself on fire just to feel that spark
We once had I'm a totally different person after dark
But good things must come to an end
The romantics are gone but I'll suffice with being friends
I'll swallow my pride and even all my dignity
I hope this song isn't the last time that you hear from me

I wish I could breathe
My heart's on my sleeve
I'm so far away
I'm still lost in space
I know that it's over
I just need the closure