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I thought this album was done but I just keep on writing
I got so much on my chest I just need to speak my mind and
I should stop soon but the feeling I get is so exciting
All this is happening so quick I guess it's perfect timing
I can't escape it so I'll talk about my bad past
I'm prepared to take on any of the backlash
"You're music is garbage" damn right bitch I'm white trash
This story is the aftermath of a jackass
I was the quiet kid in class then I came outta my shell
But I'm still in my jail trapped in this single cell
Tryna escape reality but in all actuality I prolly never will
Oh well
I'll be alright though I've done it for a couple years
I gotta look at the bigger picture I need to start a career
All the pain and stress as a mixture I endured was severe
If I've made it this long I'll be able to persevere

I've always strived in life to be the very best
It's always hit or miss like I'm playing Roulette
I wish I could find the button to reset
Cuz I've been played like a cassette

I'm tired of all the games I don't wanna bicker
You shook my whole world It could be recognized on the Richter
I'm chasing my own tail like I'm chasing liquor
But I've only got one shot so I'm gonna pull the trigger
I'm tired of being played, I wish you would've stayed
But it's all my f*ckin fault cuz my options were outweighed
I'm trying my hardest to move on but I'm running in place
Would anyone care if I left this world without a trace?
I wanna be set free like Emancipation Proclamation
How long do I have to wait please give me an approximation
Then put it writing so there's forms of documentation
I would give everything I had that is not an exaggeration
If you don't believe me I would put that in an affidavit
My life is dark souls 3 bridge it's all f*ckin dilapidated
I don't know how else to describe all this it's just too complicated
Your looks had me captivated and my brain needed activated

Everyone always looks past me I must be a silhouette
I just want someone to sit with and watch the sun set
I don't want to think about my past life I wanna forget
I can't count how many times I woke up at night with the cold sweats
I've always strived in life to be the very best
It's always hit or miss Russian Roulette
I wish I could find the button to reset
Cuz I've been played I'm just a cassette

I've been chewed up and spit out what the hell is wrong with me
I swear to god my past keeps creeping up it's f*cking haunting me
And every time it does it shows me everything so tauntingly
It always gets to me since it does it so appallingly
I know I'm not the only one life can be a lot to handle
Trying to find the perfect match can be quite the gamble
I'm feeling so remote, I wish I could change the channel
All you're hearing in this song about my life is just a sample
I like my girls a little nerdy
Why am I trying to be so flirty
My heart keeps getting broken and I'm tired of all the hurting so
I put my feelings in a nest like I'm a lil birdie (Oh)
My life is a cassette that I can never rewind
I'll be waiting a long time for the stars to align
I've given all I could have with all of my powers combined
While mankind is leaping forward I'll be falling behind
I wont be like everyone else I will not copy
Then again maybe I do they all get picked and not me
You don't have to worry about your life being glossy
Cuz it's okay I like my seconds sloppy

Everyone always looks past me I must be a silhouette
I just want someone to sit with and watch the sun set
I don't want to think about my past life I'm trying to forget
I can't count how many times I woke up at night with the cold sweats
I've always strived in life to be the very best
It's always hit or miss like I'm playing Roulette
I wish I could find the button to reset
Cuz I've been played like a cassette