Rightful Disciple - Long Division Lyrics

I'm anemone enemy
That'll blast you with telepathy
Pretend to be scared of me
And you gonna die
Burnt alive with de-grease
105
Don't come in my
Zone it's 3 feet
100 wide
If I'm invited to the house
Can I come inside?
Or once I get a foot in
Will you let me f*ck 'n' try?
To become my wife
Girls loving guys
Loving blind
Because we are completely unrecognized
Who am I to tell them any different?
I was in the same position
Contemplating haste decisions
Wasn't I?
I knew the risk before I take prescription
Honestly I'm feeling distant
But I still partake addiction
Funny guy?
I'm known around the block I listen
Giving advice whenever advice is given
While my life is being lived thru
Others eyes!
A dozen times
My opposition just multiplies
A constant victim of contradiction
And summer skies
I know I'm gifted
Thru the art I'm spitting
But my heart is missing
I keep on losing friends
Like it's long division
I will never stop who I am
It's like I long division
This free-verse is turning to the longest written
Of random shit that pisses me off
Or gets me down to a point
Where I can never lift off
I'm fighting with mom
The likeliness gone
Of us having a healthy relationship
As I'm writing this song
Thru the song there's a fission
Never will I tell it how it isn't
A powers given
To the child that survived a blizzard
But mom my mission
Is to get out a financial prison
It's not like we're poor
I just want the riches
So all the hate I'll absorb
I know you want a Porsche
But we could barely afford the accord
I'm gonna
Wake up
I ain't snorin no more
Apply the makeup
Cuz without it I'm sort of a bore
The Lord of the scorn
Abort, mission
Anger too close to my core
I'm losing myself
In the moment
Now nobody want me no more
Either ditch it or I own it
Write a story or expose it
For the finest glory I was chosen
So I'm fighting for my moment
Beholden
To my mother
For all the rights that I wronged
I be lethargic
Just so we could fight
My demons gotta eat regardless
I love her but I choose an easy target
To release the darkness
It makes me dizzy just speaking on this
Because as long as I'm being honest
I gotta change before I break my feeble conscious
And leave the monsters
Tucked in a den
I gotta stop the f*ckin voices that are stuck in my head