Ridley Faires - Wish I Was Better Lyrics

Wish I was better
Wish I didn't stink at rapping
Wish I didn't suck writing a letter to myself
I ain't lacking my skill, please know that I'm growing as a person and an artist
Learning slowly
Make the flow
Hunger for music growly
You better know
Fighting with prayers
The pain won't end
Making the layers
Kindness to lend
Wish to be better
Than I am now
But I have to be grateful
And not thinking of what I don't have
Even if I don't get recognized, don't bother me
Even if you comin' at me with Twitter n' Instagram comments sayin' I lack those under the collar
Where that shack of ideas I had, oh yeah, I burned it down along with my "regrets"
Don't regret that
I just hope that my music will make other people happy n' to help my fam
Hopin' they're ain't no dam holdin' my hard work
Blastin' Music To Be Murdered By on my headphones, wonderin' how you guys see me
I'll become better