Do your bad thoughts still call for you?
Mine still do
Music helps me fight it
As I'm explorin' this track, my thoughts come back to me
Got me hooked on the point of not forgettin' it
They keep chasin' me, one thing that keeps me from keepin' up the work
Gotta keep it a hun' with The Lord
Even if my sin is an ugly truth
Many thoughts are callin' me from beneath
When I leave they always find a way
If I sound like I'm sayin' what isn't planned
Guess that'd be freestylin' in the booth
When somebody diss me I'm not a sleuth
Keep your hatred canned, I don't need your hatred
I ain't gon' move my mouth so fast I'ma broke a tooth
No map, n' no memories to guide me
Got nothin' n' no one to find me
I can't find anythin' to bind me, I'm losin' my mind
My step dad says he could hear me while I'm rappin'
He walked by to my door, n' said "you rappin' bud?"
'Cause I'm too loud, even though I got pillows n' a blanket coverin' my door
Gotta upgrade my gear, but if I make music
Then that's ok for me, thoughts callin' me
Call from the depth, demons callin' the devil
Leave me alone, leave me be
I am not one of you, lock me away
Lock it away
Thoughts comin' through, Darkness comin' in
I embrace the darkness seepin' through
Rushin' pictures at me, I take it in
Last drop of light still in sight, Darkness coatin' the might
Filled with fright
I won't flee from the good, but what should I do
I could search for my true meanin'
'Cause in reality out of me rappin'
I'm just a 17 year old kid with some crazy things in my head
Some people got a crazier imaginative mind then me
Some things can be root of all evil
You can't squash it with a boot
Darkness can't loot me
This ain't me bein' cute, again, can you put yourself on mute really quick
Can't say that my work is a certain pizzazz
The Darkness won't possess me
I don't know how to end my stress
Don't know how to end it, it'd just be a big mess
Not less Dark, more light
Call from the depth, demons callin' the devil
Leave me alone, leave me be
I am not one of you, lock me away
Lock it away