Good Enough (feat. Mike O. The Poet) Video (MV)

This right here
Gon' make me really fell uncomfortable
And even shock even those I'm closest to
When others go through
I'm the one they go to
But when I'm going through
Who could I really go to
As a preacher at times
I feel inadequate
And I constantly feel like an embarrassment
How could I preach to others about progression
While going through cycles of depression
I ain't perfect
I just answered the call
You see I'm not excused from having flaws
I can't act like I can do no wrong
Cuz that's that fake religious façade
My worst fear is causing others to stumble
I stay humbled
Cuz I know how I struggle
And though the pressure that's on me
Is so consuming
Behind the glory
I'm still human
But what to do when I'm

I guess this is my moment of clarity
See I'm just speaking
Transparently
Exposing the side of me people never see
The side I pray never would get the best of me
And though I'm trying to be
All that I need to be
But if I got to hide it
Then I ain't free
From that constant battle within my thoughts
And the effects of the brokenness of my heart
This ain't for shock value
It's what I deal with
I'm sick of the flesh
I wish God could just hit the kill switch
Cuz I'm tired of all of the anxiety
And living with the monster that's inside of me
The pride in me that I choose to ignore
Which is the root and the cause of every flaw
And though it feels like my back is against the wall
Yet I'm still determined to fight on
But it's like I'm trying to change
But still don't want to change
I guess I'm in my own way
I'm in my own way