Holding on to baggage, holding on to pain
I deserve peace is what I tell myself today
Through holding baggage and holding on to shame
I forgive you cause I'm not victimized by rage
Do you forgive me
Do you forgive me
Do you forgive me
I forgive you
Do you forgive me
Text you at 3.46 like you're gonna save my life
From the mental abuse I drowned in late last night
Downplayed my depression like it was just a comedy
Had to grudge cause you said that I was being a big baby
Could you please hold some space
Without me thinking I was just wasting space
Tell me yes, how am I supposed to heal
When you sold me an album deal
When I came to you to heal
I passed the professional boundary, I compromised
You told me yes, that my mental health had to wait till 5
A part of me died when we hung up that phone
Cause even in your presence I felt like so alone
We wrote a different narrative, not a victim story
And I'm not less of a man cause I told you I'm so sorry
Forgiveness is what I offer, couldn't take my errors back
I'm through holding you to the fire, expecting me back
I forgive you for me cause closure, yes it's meant for me
I forgive you for me cause God's still working in me
I forgive you for me, suicide's not my destiny
And plus you taught me how to value me
Do you forgive me
Do you forgive me
Do you forgive me
Do you forgive me
When I find myself in the darkest places
Put my trust in God that'll help me make it
I know I'll find a way
Find a way
Find a way
I can't pull out my insecurities without feeling scolded
I told you I won't be silent, I meant it when I wrote it
I chose not to adhere to words spoken when you were told them
Found closure in knowing I'm more than just another quota
You said to grow a pair, yes I said that's foul play
Reclaim my power, cry myself the catalyst for change
To see you as a testament and see what hope remains
As I made amends cause I drew sanity over a mental cage
I'm sorry that you felt like I did all those things to you
I chose to let go because I'm done playing God's side with you
And resentment I no longer harbor
No more rebel slaughter, now I'm learning how to love you harder
I forgive you for me cause closure, yes it's meant for me
I forgive you for me cause God's still working in me
I forgive you for me, suicide's not my destiny
And plus you taught me how to value me
I forgive you
Do you forgive me
I forgive you
Do you forgive me
I forgive you
Do you forgive me
I forgive you
Now I forgive me