Rich Offixial - Letter To GrandMa Lyrics

I been thinking all the time
I been feeling lost inside Grandma why you had to die
Felt the pain I can't deny
Through my window
I been watching
If you seeing
Some shit just got me wondering Why
Wish I could fade it up
247 out Window
Felt like was giving up
Grandma told me if u fail u try again
Cuz no one gat you at all
Reason why
Can't trust no one
Can't trust no one at all
Sometimes I been feeling sad
Other times I been feeling broken
She don't really love me
Cuz she knew I been living local
Sometimes I beat my self Dad wasn't there
So I keep it social
I was just a little boy
Mama suffering and I been sober
Tears running down my cheeks
I saw my mama got thrown out
We couldn't afford the bills and that shit really broke my heart
And then I beat my chest and I told my self
I will for ever chase this Millions
Dad is alive he doesn't care
If I live in Tears
Mama told I lost my Bro's
Two of them
I wasn't even there
I had to stop schooling Cuz mama couldn't afford the bag
Then I was sent out To face my fears
Just so mama could live in Peace
I Could've lose my grip, but grandma said I'm getting there
Some shit just got me wondering Why
Wish I could fade it up
247 out Window
Felt like was giving up
Grandma told me if u fail u try again
Cuz no one gat you at all
Reason why
Can't trust no one
Can't trust no one at all
Couple years later they saw me pull up in a fancy car
I was looking nice and fresh
They can't believe that I made it out
I been thugging, still surviving
Thanking God I wasn't dead
The street is full of folks
Don't even know if u get me clear
Grandma dead, It breaks me down
Felt the pain
All nights I cried
Gat me feeling traumatized
Cuz she didn't get to see she's right
Am a project baby
In my dreams I see her smile
Look to the sky
Grandma I love you all my life
Some shit just got me wondering Why
Wish I could fade it up
247 out Window
Felt like was giving up
Grandma told me if u fail u try again
Cuz no one gat you at all
Reason why
Can't trust no one
Can't trust no one at all
F*ck my nigga