Producer : 100k
Verse 1 :
I'm so tired of this pain
I'm running outta love
Have u ever felt like
You just not enough
U made me happy
Then turn around say u givin up
Like What The F*ck
What about the shit that we discuss
What about the Future .
That We Had Planned For Us
Didn't wanna move too fast
Cuz That's when shit get rough
I Thought u would understand
But i guess u didn't
My heart broke as a promise
Baby i can't pretend
You was my Bestfriend
Didn't think this shit would end
& I'm like not again
Back thru the pain again
Heartbreaks
Wouldn't recommend
It turns boy 2 men
Pop up yo job
Just to say Ian giving in
U think this shit for attention
Then not my intentions
Feel like a part of me missing
Main reason I'm distant
You got me all in my feelings
I really thought we was building
I hope this pain don't kill me
Hook :
When we first started talking
I tried to show no emotion
Cuz Whenever I'm with you
Bae it still feel like I'm floating
I tried to tell you I'm broken
From my past that i chosen
You took my heart
Yeah you stole it
Now u gone
And it's frozen
Yeah
Back to da basics
Feel like I'm stuck in dark places
In my room yeah I'm pacing
Backwoods I'm facing
Got my clutching my banger
That Love shit turn into anger
Heartbreaks of Gangsta
That Means somebody in danger
Verse 2 :
Sitting in the car
Pouring out my lil heart
Every time i love somebody
I'm the one left with scars
Hate being alone
I admit when I'm wrong
I'm a thug
& i need love
But i gotta stay strong
This the reason I'm heartless
Feel like i must be a target
I paint pics I'm artist
I fell for a makeup artist
Maybe I'm destined for pain
I'm emotionally Drained
It's so hard to explain
So i just roll Mary Jane
And i would say yo name
But it won't do me no justice
Used to act like Ian care
But u i was loving
Where do i go need a compass
I can't feel nun
That's numbness
I feel like a zombie
Damn i didn't see it coming
I feel the hurt in my stomach
I even kept it hunnid
Feel like I'm Forrest I'm running