Phantom Video (MV)

Lookin back i'm like, "how the f*ck did I make it?"
My patience is payin off and I'm ready for a vacation
But I will not find salvation until I'm straight salivating thinkin 'bout all that is waitin
I know they tried to break me
The fakes they gonna hate me because one day they'll debate me
He's the greatest one to grace the mic lately
All of this while everyone is still actin shady
Gotta watch my back 'cause ones I love. they tryna fade me
Paranoid, I'm smokin weed, you know its rolled crazy
Need to take a trip that's far away where trees will shade me
Never can they shame me, I wont let them get the best
If it isn't 'bout the money, then I care less
That's just how this lifestyle made a person turn
All I do is count stacks and let the herb burn
Other than that, I'm just chillin wit my main bitch
Or i'm wit my day ones, the gangs still the same bitch
Never turned back
I made a f*ckin choice
God gave me the option to go and use my voice
F*ck a 5 to 9, I ain't talkin 'bout Royce
I ain't ever believe that shit that I saw on WOIS
I was destined for a giant piece of heaven
So everything I earn, bitch you know that God sent it
You a predicate and I am subject of the sentence
Leaping for the stars while y'all still leaping over fences
Running from the law so that you don't get sentenced
Man, its so sad because the shit they did, they meant it
They just love the f*ck up everything 'cause they the menace
Stop the ignorance. it ruins us, we need to end it
And I just now penned this, this is my two sense like two pennies
Depending on my feelings, I might lend a hand or kill em
I'm a wild card, but most the time I play the villain
But 10 times outta 10, respect must be given

Uh
I need respect to be put on my name
When you hear the chain, know you 'bout to see it rain
Finna throw the money for the kids that never seen it
Freedom is a thing that don't last, we get defeated
Ima raise my middle finger, tell that shit to beat it
Hanging on the seams of life, because it seems that life is evil
But I got my mind right, cut off the ones that were deceitful
Lookin back in hindsight, my support system was hella feeble
I fear fees that are unproportionally directed at me, because my skin bleeds
A different type of color, something other than yours do
That's some old news, it goes back to bloods and blues
Why does color make a difference?
I don't really know
I guess I am a racist, cause I want the blue dough
No other colors
Only hunnids in my bundles
No new friends, so all of y'all is out the bubble
Bringing trouble to the motherf*ckin masses
Ima start a f*ckin war like i'm in Damascus
Mask is on like a mascot, i'm comin at ya
Started at the back of pack, but now I'm past ya
Pat me on the back, I got my act up, tantrum
Now i'm spittin facts, but they still turn it to an anthem
Who'da known that all my f*ckin words would cause this fandom
Now I got this unwanted pressure, I'm going phantom