Rich Jdc - Won't Speak Lyrics

I've been losing my mind
Hold me close, please
Hold me close, please
Hold me close, please
Hold me close, please
Hold me close, please
All this shit done changed, I just need my space
I can't rock with you, I got a lot to do
That you wouldn't do for me
So I got off my ass, got way smarter
I had to do for me, he just act tough on beat
I can't believe it, you wasn't there when you was needed
I wanted friends, but nowadays it's hard to keep them
Don't play with me, they gon' be like, damn, that was damn right evil
Don't play with me, they gon' be like, that was damn right evil
Damn, this shit be sad, it be your own people
I can't trust for shit, this shit get real lethal
It's kinda funny, people switch up, they no longer with you
I do my best to stay away from fake, cause it's contagious
We had a book full of history, now there's no pages
I don't know people by names, I know familiar faces
You out of order, you expired, you now outdated
Won't speak to me, I don't care, you will, later
At least, you gon' want to
You know, it's like, where the f*ck the loyalty at
I've been losing my mind
Hold me closely, cause when you let go of me
You lost a real thing you had, it's up like the ceiling fan
I'm the man with the bigger plan, I'ma help out all my people
I don't wanna see them show they hand, no seriously
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be the man above
Financial freedom, let's make money together
I'm not being too greedy gotta be something for my kid she didn't ask to be here
Different topic, my anxiety be, tryin' control me
When I lost some friends, I became lonely
But I found peace, I be low key
My anxiety ruin opportunities for me
I don't eat no more, I feel like a weirdo
I don't wanna feel like this
My wife tell me, you better go to the shows
Meet new people, but I f*ck this all up for myself
I won't speak damn, I won't speak damn, damn
This for the people that deal with anxiety
This be a war, might not feel like your reality
I told myself I'm the man cause I gotta be
We fell off with no verbal apology man to man Nowadays we got to speak up and say sorry
I feel like a fool, this goes out to boom
I was so depressed dawg, this here be the truth
I came here to show my talent, I didn't get approved
I was being so damn silent, in my head confused
Demons in my body, it take over what I do
I just wanna say I'm sorry man, that shit wasn't cool
Why the f*ck I wasn't saying nothing, talking to you
Uh, that's what trauma do, if it wasn't my brother
If it wasn't my wife, it would be a quiet room they Invited me out to Atlanta you know, to do this music Shit
You feel me? Authentic Empire shout out to yall but Most importantly sorry random asylum you know i Made you drive that 12 hour drive and I dint speak When I got there, damn