I used to hate-watch you for answers but now I'm lookin' for 'em on my own
I've learned to trust my own hunches now I'm not lookin' for them in the cards
I used to write all the same questions from a hundred different angles
And you were usually at the center and I felt better each time you answered
Good luck baby I wish you well
On lookin' for something within someone else
I'm findin' myself
No more tarot cards
Write the pain as art
Can't unlearn that part of me
I used to hate-watch my reflection now I'm kinda likin' what I see
There's enough love now for both of us now that I've given it to me
No
I don't hold grudges long anymore 'cause God knows I repented for us both
I shoulda left things more war-torn than I did but I'd rather not have a war story to relive
Good luck baby I wish you well
On lookin' for something within someone else
I'm findin' myself
No more cryin' in coffee shops
There's a world turning outside my thoughts
And I just can't let it stop for me
Oh
Mm
Mm
Da-da-da-da
Yeah
Oh
I was raised to be salvation so as not to need any saving myself
You became the foundation I built my whole damn salvation game around
Then you'd only take half of what I'd give and do everything you could to give me even less
Oh
I shoulda played white knight and damselless but I'd rather not have a ghost of you to exorcise it with