Finding Fulfillment Video (MV)

Alright
This music is not how I find fulfillment
Your love is not how I find fulfillment
The clubs is not where I find fulfillment
The drugs will not help me find fulfillment
The sex is not how I find fulfillment
The checks is not how I find fulfillment
Knowledge from this world is not how I find fulfillment
Rhymes about your girl is not how I find fulfillment
Reppin' what I claim is not how I find fulfillment
Staying fly on this plane is not how I find fulfillment
Making them feel my pain is not how I find fulfillment
Hearing her call my name is not how I find fulfillment
New whips and new chains, that's not how I find fulfillment
Been empty for so long in search of something fulfilling
Acquired my desires, yet wanting more cause I'm willing
Looking past the stars, you can't tell me I had a ceiling
I was lost and found in wilderness
Land of the slimes, I put heart and soul in building this
I had troubled nights concealing this
Almost lost touch from feeling this
Still more than fine
When I share fractions of my story
Give the glory to who was there for me
Tireless in how you cared for me
Understanding and took a stand for me
My fulfillment fertilizes in betterment of health
Transparency with self
Intimate relationships with the Lord himself
Those who didn't need vows to say now I can trust them
Accountability and amended action will suffice
Showing up when we can, cause there was times we needed help
Inspiring you, just as you inspire me
Relate to how I feel then let's change the I's to we
Not just me, it's us
Learning patience to maximize the rush
Don't have to look up to par, my presence is enough
Still got presents in the tuck
Grand gestures and the little things
Grateful to have acquired massive wealth
As I went through change
If you don't feel that, you don't feel me
But your approval is not how I find fulfillment