RĀI - Therapy Session Lyrics

Late night studio session this my confession
Got so many things on my mind that have me stressing
How I'm gonna pay for my car without a debit
Now I gotta defer my loans and pay my credit
Boy you better go get a job this ain't a question
I'm sorry momma I know you work til past 11
And daddy always work overtime without a question
I promise one day I'll pay you back for all your lessons

I got so many things that been weighing on my mind
I'm sorry that I always seem to make you sacrifice
I know that I'm a burden and eating me alive
And it's eating me alive

I got so many things that been weighing on my mind
I'm sorry that I always seem to make you sacrifice
I know that I'm a burden and eating me alive
And it's eating me alive

Sometime I wonder if I'll make it out to Hollywood
If I do I swear I'm never turning Hollywood
Without my people I would never make it out the woods
They've always had my back so ima make sure they all good

Every since Big died I ain't really been the same
I took everybody close and I pushed them all away
Then I dove head first in the bars to numb the pain
But when the walls start to crumble I'm the only one to blame

I'm sorry momma I know you just want the best for me
But sometimes I wonder if you really know what's best for me
Wish I could give my eyes so maybe you could see
Or maybe I'm the one who's blinded by naivety

Daddy I don't mean to make you worry all the time
I don't think you understand but I know you really try
I got this vision I can't get it out my mind
I hope that one day you can truly see me shine

I want to make it so bad I'll do whatever it takes
To put my momma in a house and buy my daddy a wraith
They sacrificed so much with only joy in their gaze
Now I don't got any other option but to be great

At the start of the year I had to shift into gear
I went into overdrive now my vision is clear
Told myself that ima make it by the end of the year
I don't have a plan b now the new kid is here

I got so many things that been weighing on my mind
I'm sorry that I always seem to make you sacrifice
I know that I'm a burden and eating me alive
And it's eating me alive

I got so many things that been weighing on my mind
I'm sorry that I always seem to make you sacrifice
I know that I'm a burden and eating me alive
And it's eating me alive