Overthinking
Heart is sinking
The tears in my eyes
Make me wince when I'm blinking
I hold to the necklace
I kiss on your name
I wish I could tell
What happened in your brain
You called me an angel
Your dear "little miss"
So all the devotion destroyed
For one little kiss
And I will cry into a hoodie
That isn't even mine
And pray it ended differently
In another lifetime
So let the weed rush to my head
As you rush back to her bed
Let her lipstick stain your teeth
As I'm left wallowing beneath
The rain clouds in my room
I'll be gone before soon
I love you
But don't love the way you don't love me
And while I cry into this hoodie
That isn't even mine
I will lie here awake
Wishing you adored me
Wishing that you chose me
In another lifetime