I've been disconnected
Everyone is out there and I'm stuck in my own head
I've been so helpless
At night I sweat I don't sleep but to speak up I'm embarrassed
I wish I could scream but the walls are thin in this city
So I'll go on living afraid cause I don't wanna be a burden
I only ever meant to hurt myself
I never ever meant to hurt anyone else
I tried to think positive
Thought I was good now I can't trust myself ever again
You don't wanna see the way I live
My life is going nowhere so I lash out at my own friends
I feel like I have nothing
But you're young
They say you're pretty you got money
So I guess I have it made
But how could I ever be worth it
And I feel so sick with the things I did
I wish I didn't have to live with it
I wish I never ever hurt you
I wish I never ever hurt you
I wish I never ever hurt you
I wish I never ever
I only ever meant to hurt myself
I never ever meant to hurt anyone else