ReyaReigns - I Swear (feat. Playground Heart) Lyrics

Sleepless nights, no recognition
Wonder what it'd be like if they paid attention?
Hate feelin like there's always something missin, missin
Projectin positivity no one can really see
Behind the smile, you should know that I dont feel free
Ready to give up, praying to God on my knees
Needa get my mind right
I have purpose, I got dreams
Feeling sorry for my family, they always tell me I'm worth it
I cant believe with all this insecurity

You know I like it, like it
To fill the void inside me
Oh I gotta fight it
Won't let it eat me up inside
Won't waste another day of my life
Can't deny it, these moments incite me
I know it's not like me
To let these thoughts creep in
I swear I won't give in

Things don't feel right
I might loose my mind
I know deep inside me I'm doing just fine
So I don't know what it is that's eating me up
Tried to help myself out but it ain't enough
So I think that I like it when you tell me I'm alright
Rather you than me
It's easier to believe
And if you lie
I wouldn't mind
Much rather than I telling me something I do not feel
I can see nothing else going on for me
Tell my mind keep it down you talk way too loud
And you way too busy just putting me down
You should be putting it down
Holding it down
Where's my dream?
Is it closer now?
I've got dreams
I got a lot of them
I should be chasing instead of wondering

You know I like it, like it
To fill the void inside me
Oh I gotta fight it
Won't let it eat me up inside
Won't waste another day of my life
Can't deny it, these moments incite me
I know it's not like me
To let these thoughts creep in
I swear I won't give in

You know I like it
Yeah
I try to fight it
Yeah
You know I like it
I try to fight it

(Something like that)