Rey 5osa - Open Letter Lyrics

I'm super imperfect, I'll be lying to say that I'm worth it
Cause nine times out of 10, this will end with you hurtin'
I'm such a burden, don't even know why for certain
Just ask the multiple women that claim that I'm their person
Growing up, I never witnessed companionship
Probably why I suffer with issues of abandonment
So I never get attached subconsciously, although it seems I planned this shit
I honestly didn't, I honestly be trying hard in the beginning
But my past just seems to haunt me and my future women
Just let it go, let it go, cause my heart frozen
You'd think it be thawed by now with them warm hearts that I've broken
I have an addiction to deep thinkers with an ass that's pokin'
And a dope sense of humor cause my ass be jokin'
From places with surrounding oceans
What can I say, there's something about them island girls that have me open (yuh)
Yuh
Don't let people change you unless you want to be exactly who they want you to be
My insecurities really be fueling me
Look what they do to me
I'm such a narcissist, I'll write my own eulogy
I've been hot for years without affecting the cool in me
It's like nothing in life is new to me
After all my sacrifice, it'd be nice if you acted like you wasn't using me
And if I ever gave you my heart, then there's no wrong that you can do to me
Even if I'm tight, it doesn't last long, usually
I don't hold grudges, that's why I'm easy to f*ck with
We all make mistakes, and plus I have enough to put up with
Heartbreaks hurt my liver, so I'm quick to grab the SZA (Scissor)
"Smoking on my ex", trying to forgive her for how I did her
"Nobody gets me", I go as far as you let me
The moment you don't let me, I get to skating like Gretzky
That line was dated, I should've used Connor McDavid
Oh well, as long as you get the point that I skated
I'm so jaded
If there was a God, I'd probably be her favorite
If there was a God, I know I'd be her favorite
But eventually, I'll be her Satan, yuh