Reward for a dead man - Spiral Lyrics

I dwell
In the darkest corner of my mind
Inside my shell
Im so alone, but it seems fine
I ask myself
Have i done all this before
It's like moving in a endless spiral forevermore
Im still alone
Im stuck behind
Still seeking reasons down inside my mind
Still can't believe they swallowed trust
Cant find my way back home
This time
This time its taking over me
I cannot hide
From whats inside
From how it used to be
I've never asked myself
Has it gone a way too far?
What i can tell?
Just step away and watch me heading south
Life has so many ways
So why?
Why do we go throgh the same shit over and over again
This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
Down the spiral
Down the spiral
Down the spiral
Down the spiral