Blackout Video (MV)

All I wanna do is black out
Break down your door don't make a sound you tap out
The best part of my week is when I feel nothing at all
Or with the clique getting high in the bathroom stall
So awkward so empty
Live like a rockstar but you don't want to be me

And even though its hard to say
You don't want me anyways
It's hard to know I gotta put it in the past now
Grab a shard make me bleed and put the glass down
I never know what to say
But shorty loves me anyways
Don't get to close but I want you with me
I get over attached way too easy

I always get lost in your beauty
Don't understand how I got you riding with me
She treats me right, helps me sleep at night
But the nightmares haunt me cause I'm not all right
I feel it all the time
I'm always in my mind
Feels good to know
That your all mine
A crowded industry everybody wants some fame
There's nothing else I want then entering the rap game
Or the dope game
Girl its all the same
Just another way to figure out and numb the pain