Ay, I guess you people didn't get the message, I'm not the same anymore, now I'm destined
They used to laugh when I say I'm depressed, and the boy pop off now they all be messaging
But I don't reply, I got my plug calling me on one line
I got my hoe with the rest on the side, she not mine if she ain't loyal as I
People turn on you when you doing right, people turn all on me why
Because i worked hard than I got it, even if I didn't want it, there's no use in running from it , made it all myself
I was destined since little kid just crying out for help, because no one ever cared when you got nothing else to sell
No one ever cared they say "boy you're all by yourself"
So I started writing shit and not singing it well
They keep talking shit like I'm hoping that god fails
Little while later, they calling my cell
I use my pain as a motive to grow
I use my pain as a way I can show
All of the torture I'm put through and left
Surrounded by no one but thoughts of myself
The days of doubt have not doubled in size
I use my pain as a way I can shine
I use my pain to know the dark from light
I use my pain to do something right
Do this shit every day, it's called investing
Do how I feel and baby, that's the best thing, cracking a deal
Wont stop till my face be on dollar bills, don't tell me to chill
Shoot for the moon, but I landed on stars
We're not the same, so don't tell me we are
You tryna be like the famous ones
I'm tryna be a different one
Ay, I guess you people didn't get the message
I'm not the same anymore, now I'm destined
They used to laugh when I say I'm depressed
The the boy pop off that they all be messaging
But I don't relate
I make it look easy, no matter the day
They call me asking if I am okay
You tell me how you would feel if it was you who was in my place
I'm too ahead all my dawgs run the race
When I'm on top, I won't forget the pain
It's the whole reason that I'm here today
Success is a cost that I cannot say
Some it's a sacrifice, other it's rage
For some a message, they try to relate
For others it's a feeling that they try to chase
They didn't talk and I get it, I get it
They wanted to listen, they hear it, forget it
I don't do this shit for nobody else
This shit too hard, so don't be too hard on yourself
We counting bands, straight off the counter top
We doing lines straight off the chopping block,
I've been on fire no way that I could stop, now it's my time
God is calling me up, yeah
Make it snap back, break his neck like a Kit Kat
Ain't no point in f*cking with me if you gon' be dead last
Got tired of looking into my past
Heard he was talking about it, threw him through the car glass
Blood spilled daily
You ain't gonna be the first to tell me that I'm crazy
Man, I've been thinking lately
Whoever's up next could never replace me
Ay, I guess you people didn't get the message, I'm not the same anymore, now I'm destined
They used to laugh when I say I'm depressed, and the boy pop off now they all be messaging
But I think it's time I gave you people some more peace of mind
Feeling we had that we stored deep inside
The monster that gets even harder to push and it comes out whenever the world isn't teating you right
The hundreds of reasons you shouldn't survive
The fake smiles and fake friends that aren't in your life
They're weighing you down, they're crushing your spine
But now I'm destined
Now I'm destined
Now I'm destined, baby