[ Featuring Aerin ]
Just one taste, I can feel the saltiness that's left behind
Desperate times, if I'm living this life I'll lose my mind
Fill this soul even if it's garlic I won't misbehave
For every song I crave
Endless lies, acting like you're perfect that won't work with me
Breaking through, I just want to know what's going on, you see
Let's go, even though we know the words we just need to say it
We don't need to change to make it better
Oh now I need a selfish, reckless player
But who? There'll be tragedy waiting for you
When we're both together, we'll fight 'cause it's better
Want more? And more? Though it hurts more than before
They scream out, but somehow I just can't hear
Every day I'm close to giving in
Let's try, I'm waiting here for the day when you're near
There's no time left, can't stop it
Just how long I have I'll never know
Sing once more for me and let me go
Oh I'd like to try
It feels so warm inside
In this night time sky
There's nowhere left to hide
In my dreams tonight
I was so normal, see
This just feels so right
But I can't be
So, you water the plants when you come home
Tell me when does it end?
Honestly you can say that you're so blessed
But this emptiness is still a friend
So I will whisper it here in your ear
While you're sleeping, it's all so clear
Let's be friends 'til you've had your fill
Oh now I need a selfish, reckless player
But who? At party or two just for you
So thank you for sharing, the detail is amazing
My eyes are wide, my excitement's hard to hide
They scream out, but somehow I just can't hear
Every day I'm close to giving in
Let's try, I'm waiting here for the day when you're near
There's no time left, can't stop it
Just how long I have I'll never know
Sing once more for me and let me go
Oh I'd like to try
It feels so warm inside
In this night time sky
There's nowhere left to hide
In my dreams tonight
I was so normal, see
This just feels so right
But I can't be
So calm and quiet I'll stay
I just don't want to be a curse for once
I wanna try if only today
But if I don't fight now
They won't praise or know me
It's simple as can be, you see
They scream out, but somehow I just can't hear
Every day I'm close to giving in
Let's try, I'm waiting here for the day when you're near
There's no time left, I can't go
Cause how long I have I'll just never know
Sing once more for me and take it slow
Let's play 'til we pass out even once more
Let's make this up, let's play along just like before
I can't take this, it's suicide
Now my thoughts don't have a place to hide
Sing once more for me and take it slow
Oh I'd like to try
Shallow and sluggish just wanna be punished
Wanna laugh but I laugh at all the wrong things
(Nowhere to hide)
Insecure I wonder if I'm really living
Yelling, crying never seems to end, but you haven't beat me yet
(In this boring life)
Every little scar I get, it heals me don't forget
(This just feels so right)
All I can be
