I've searched far and wide for solace
And for many months I've ran blind
But despite those who occupy my space
None have ever vested in my design like you
Many people have come and gone
And many still I see day to day
But you were the only one who displayed such love through virtues
Even today I feel you in the music I listen to and in the songs I write
In the movies and shows I try to watch
I see the best parts of you in the people around me
My soul, stained with your mannerisms and quirks
Remnants of the past consume me
Constantly dehiscing these wounds
Even after all this time nothing has changed
I wish we had more time together but
Thank you for everything you gave me and continue to give me to this day
You were the love of my life
And you always will be..