You must rearrange the way you understand this
First of all, remember this
If your fear is stronger than your intention then it's your fear that's creating the reality
It is the strongest vibration you put out that creates the reality
No matter what your intention is if your fear is stronger
That's what's creating the reality
So if you're trying really hard
Then it's because you don't believe
It's easy
And there for trying really hard says
It must be difficult so give that back to because that's what I'm putting out
And that's what you're getting
And since therefore that's very positive
Because you are getting precisely back what you have really been putting out
Which then makes it easier for you to really know
Whats really been putting out
As opposed to what you think you're putting out
But you see that's what makes it easy
Because when you're honest with yourself and you realize
Wait a minute, wait a minute
If I am getting what i perceive to be a difficult time
Then I am putting out the belief in difficulty
Not what I think I'm putting out
I'm putting out the belief in difficulty
Now if you really like I said
Just pay attention to yourself
You will hear
How very easily you are doing that
Because someone who believes they have to really try really hard to have a good life
Is saying they don't believe that a good life is easy
And that's the real belief
Therefore
That's the reflection