Friends fade away
Silly games that life play
Gettin twisted up been gone for days
Can you call me I've been staring at the ceiling fan
Watch the blades go round
I hope they help me get a plan
Mindlessly scrollin, hoping for that dopamine
Gimme a rush catecholamines
Silence been killin me
Part of my history, guess it's not a mystery
Who was I meant to be
Thinkin I know but my confidence got the best of me
Always the butt of the joke
Coughing on your words inhaled like some smoke
Try to blow it out - exhale but I won't
F*ck
Took a lot of growing to find what's inside
Used to think the music was the only thing keeping me alive
Fighting through the years, learned to save myself
Just had to cut the bullshit out
If I can't depend on you
Tell me words you're sounding mute
Hollow meanings come undone
Trippin on your voice, I'm feeling through
Done with you
Talk behind my back, now you don't see my face
Done with second chances, you comin up late
Keep a small circle, I don't wanna waste my time
I been fallin short on my promises
Promise that I try, ain't no counterfeit
Always been a real one when you come around me
If it's for a good time I don't weigh it heavily
Throwing down some money, I just like the thought of it
Get my crew turnt up, BAC's rocketin
Know you wanna rock with me
O-D-Y, its Remody
Arriving late to the scene, ain't no shit to me
Circulating in my blood, now you want some
Open up, I've been locked up
Plenty days I've been f*cked up
Who was really there when I stood on the ledge
And you tossed me that rope
Told me hold on Remy, you still got some hope
Learn about my real friends, rest are just a joke
Being there til the end said you had my word
Cuttin all the fake ones wanting to be heard
Don't you cross me, I've been lonely
One less won't be painful for me
One more edit in my story
Would you reach out if I called you
Midnight rings you know I need you
If I can't depend on you
Tell me words you're sounding mute
Hollow meanings come undone
Trippin on your voice, I'm feeling through
Done with you
Talk behind my back, now you don't see my face
Done with second chances, you comin up late
Keep a small circle, I don't wanna waste my time
I don't wanna waste my time on you
Fake as hell so it's f*ck you
Talk behind my back
Now you on mute
Keep a small circle
Small circles