Remody - Next Chapter Lyrics

Lately I've been fed up tired of this chapter
Guess we both know best things happen after hours
Eyes are tired I've expired I'm so vacant
Love the color of the night time black on pavement
Gimme a break, I need to escape
These shadows they chase me
Over the place, I need a new hue
Gotta change my state of mind
Stuck in this space and time

Flipping pages looking for the ending
Or is this just the finish line?
Same old story, need a new beginning
Upon a time, I'll write mine

I thought back on all the times I really gave a f*ck
Never really helped so now my fingers up
Thought myself inside my head I'm feeling stuck
Frustrated mispronouncin words I feel too much
Need a release, I been on repeat
These moments they haunt me
Ghost in my sheets, they creeping on me
Only worried bout the ones that surround me
Take me when they take me

Flipping pages looking for the ending
Or is this just the finish line?
Same old story, need a new beginning
Upon a time, I'll write mine

Look
Been through shit you can relate
Don't pretend I have it worse
That's that shit I don't debate
My truth been my truth, I keep it real
That's that shit you gone feel
I kept it true and if you don't believe me check my history
Baby I been workin with death nearly daily
Pain meds ease the pain not the memories
Holding on is not the same as being present
If this is my ending hold on to my present